Today was the worst day I have had for a long time. Today was the day that my friend Cat left for Malaysia. She is only going for 6 months but now it seems like eternity.
At the airport we said goodbye and she was very upset and it really got to me. I cant stand to see people upset and when its because of something I cant control it really bothers me. It hit me really hard once she had walked through the doors to her plane that I wasn't going to see her again for a long time and when I got to my car I had a definitely feeling of emptiness. I sat in my car for a good 20 minutes after she left and even though I knew I had to head back to work, I really didn't know what to do at that moment. The feeling of emptiness followed me all day and I'm still a bit on the depressed side. I'm truly going to miss her and life wont be the same without her. Life has been incredibly good lately but today was one of the lowest points I have had in my life for the past few years. I'm going to miss that crazy girl.
Sorry about a sad somber post but that's the way it is. Tomorrow is another day and everything will be fine and back to normal, but I will still miss her.