Well there is 7 days left until one of my favourite people in the world moves away. She is going to live in Malaysia for 6 months and at the moment it feels like forever and this feels like the biggest downer of all time. I'm going to miss her but I'm also going to worry about all the things she is going to miss here and how things here will be different without her. Its sad because she is leaving and is a little uncertain if she wants to go so that makes me a bit uneasy and the circle of weirdness grows. Someone leaving for 6 months is also a weird thing to try and get your head around because its not as if you will never see them again but 6 months is long enough that you worry about all the little things like what will happen while they are away and if we will change as people or as friends. So today marks 7 days and it also marks the 1 millionth thing that is on my mind at the moment. I'm a rush of thoughts and I'm struggling a bit but I'm still loving life. There have just been a few hic ups lately.